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LIFESTYLES OF THE POOR AND FAMELESS (2007)

FALLING MUCH TOO FAST (2005)

THE 600 CLUB (2003)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

LIFESTYLES OF THE POOR AND FAMELESS

SPLIT CD WITH RULE22 (2007)
TRACKS 1-5  RULE22
TRACKS 6-10 SHE LIKES TODD


MY NEW BEST FRIEND

My new best friend is apathy
It seems like nothing's happening
On the road that leads to stagnation

My motivation's wearing thin
I've got no more inspiration
No remote we're stuck on this station

Drinking myself to sleep again, 
Just fuels the fire and it burns me in the end.
Wake up still drunk, jump back into routine again.

My best friend won't stop calling me
Let's sit around and watch T.V.
Forget about what you were doing

Burn ten more hours to the sky
Learn how to never even try
Brainwashed by basic cable viewing


I'm out of touch
I don't care to care enough
Me and apathy exist happily in this constant state of so what

And as long as he
Calls up to hang out with me
I'll be numb and spent in my apartment 
passing out on the couch waking up at 5pm




DESENSITIZED

How, are we supposed to figure out, 
what our lives are all about 
In trivial society

Lead, by corruption theft and greed
Values learned watching T.V.
Judge everything externally

Desensitized, Bred to believe
that worth is measured, monetarily

What happened to, the things we do
actions speak loud but these days they don't break

Through, media they spread disease
hypnosis and brainwashing
cycle us back to the machine

programmed so we don't stop buying
lure us in but they're lying
without our money they're dying

Desensitized, raised by T.V.
We're all products of mass advertising

Subliminal, it's criminal
Why can't we see when the scheme's so simple

And it makes me sick
Every word that sticks to the eardrums
of a thousand lives that pulled out the plugs

Who's laughing now
I guess we'll find a way somehow to stand as one
or else crumble like the dust beneath our feet.

Now, modern monarchs have us caught
Enter-trained without a thought
from misdirection that we bought

lost in the static sea burnt out
drawn away from all our doubts
make sure these seeds of change don't sprout



ALL CHANCES PASSED

Main system's overloading
Seems like nothing is going on
Cryogenically, the state my mind is frozen mentally

Routine seems like stagnation
I'm getting tired of waiting here
nothing's happening is life an endless maze that's trapping me

And every day's just like the last
If I don't move I'll be consumed by my doom in the social collapse
All chances passed, caught by mediocrity
In this system that condemns common men to a
life with no light at the end

Am I back in detention
Forced into self regression I
Drift into a dream, escape from this decomposing scene

Opportunity's dying
and there's no use in denying that
there's no second chance give your all or face the consequence.


THEIR PLAN

You've got to work yourself to death just to get by
Slave to a world that only worships dollar signs
scrimping and saving putting in your 9 to 5
just trying to survive, are you alive

dependency on money forces us to choose
live on the streets or let your whole life be consumed
the middle class don't get to pick the jobs they do
they do what they have to

first life gets hard then you get fucked
white men with money say so what
we're holding them up
by growing up and giving in
we've all been trapped by the system
forced into line, that was their design

It's always been the same story through history
a million peasant propping up the few elite
I want to watch this pyramid crumble to dust
and burn in god we trust


LIFE NOT STYLE
(written by Rule22)

Conformity has shed it's stupid light
On the punk scene and I don't think it's right
When a kid thinks he's punk just because
he wears a studded jacket

I don't even have a clue
as to what it takes to get through to you
don't you know that punk is a lifestyle
you can't purchase rebellion

why don't you just shut up and get out of here
why don't you just grow up and have another beer

unity seems dead to me
without ideals and strength the scene is history
cause the music might still be there
but the scene's all about fashion

 

FALLING MUCH TOO FAST

Full length self release (2005)

 

TWO FACED

one minute you're fine, but things change quick,

cause when your friends leave, you turn into a dick,

talking about them, behind their backs, just there

to use them, your friendship's just an act. think

about your words before you say them, it's so

frustrating listening to you, sick of hearing your

complaining, don't you have anything else to do, all

you do fucking whine day in and day out, why don't

you just shut your mouth. you're only looking, out for

yourself, I couldn't ever rely on you for help, I know

that I act, the same way to you, but I know that when,

you leave you do it too.

 

BAD FORTUNE

well a long long time ago I thought I knew who the

hell you were, you were everything I wished I had but

nothing in return, we would play all kinds of games

and pray to god they'd never end, you would love me

one day next you don't, I had nothing to defend me.

and all through those sleepless nights, I was an old

man losing my mind, no matter what I'd do I couldn't

lose what I felt for you, but I've had it you see, don't

you come anywhere near me, cause I'm sick and tired

of all the lies, scandals, and bygones, yes I've had it

you see, just stay the fuck away from me, cause we've

tried this before and if we try anymore, I'm pretty sure

that I'll blow up and die. as I look back on the times

when I felt I should have cried, I remember exactly why

it was, that I did not die, you were too much to handle

too much to take, tried to hurt me but I didn't burn,

cause the one who has the bad fortune is the one who

finally learns, well I've had it you see, why don't you

come closer to me, cause my heart is filled with sharp

edges to slice your lying hands on, yes I've had it you

see, just stay the fuck away from me, cause we've

tried this before and if we try anymore, I'm pretty sure

that I'll blow up and die, that I'll blow up and die.

 

 

UNDER THE MASK

I thought I used to know exactly who you were, but

now I’m so confused, like someone else is in your

shoes, what happened to the kid who had fun all the

time, each time that I see you, I see your face don’t

recognize who you are everything’s changed, full of

yourself and lame, liar, conceded, you’re the only

person you needed, and things can never be the

same, cause I’ve seen how you rearranged all your

priorities everything’s out of line, you’re not the

same kid that I knew, I don’t even recognize you, It

seems your mask has come unglued, and now I see

the real you, and now I see what’s real, now your

disguise is gone and your colors are true, you’ll only

help someone, if it helps you more when you’re done

I remember a time things didn’t seem this way but it

was always you, under the mask I couldn’t tell who 

 

BOOSTY AND BOB

bob lets boosty control her life, but she can't let

him go, he says no hanging out all night, but boosty's

a bum so, she'll go to work all day, while he sits home

and wastes away, getting fatter when nothing

matters cause bob takes care of everything for him,

what do you know, they're fighting in their room again,

what do you know, when they come out they always

just pretend, like nothing happened, and everything is

fine, do you think we're fucking blind. bob, why don't

you just let boosty go, it seems like he's ruining your

life, bob, I really fucking hope you know, that he won't

ever treat you right. boosty won't ever get a job, cause

he's a lazy fuck, he'll just keep mooching off of bob,

until she's had enough, she'll kick him out the door,

and if he comes back for more, me and all my friends

are here, and no one ever liked you anyway.

 

MR. CLEAN

he walked around drug free, never smoked nicotine,

we called him Mr. Clean not anymore, he’s coming 

home and I’m sure that he’s getting drunk tonight,

goodbye to sober days, and welcome to the blaze, 

reality’s a haze, stumbling through doors, his eyes

are glazed he’s on the floor and everything’s alright,

and it’s all cause he’s twenty one, that’s when the 

drinking all begun, now he does shrooms and he

smokes weed, shit he’s a druggie just like me. think

back when we were kids, the only drugs we did, 

no-doze and Mr. pibb, just what happened, became 

the legal age now he’s crashing on the bathroom

floor, now he acts just like me, can’t find sobriety, 

cause alcohol and weed blind his vision, and Mr. 

Clean is on a collision, with a liquor store

 

NO I IN TEAM

sometimes I wish, that I could fall asleep, and dream

a million dreams, never open my eyes to see a world

that clearly seems, to be out for itself, to exist of off

greed, to never help another mother fucking human

being, and it always seems, they won’t play for the

team, they clip you from behind, and buy off the

referee, and if they ever shared the wealth, they’d say

there’d be less for themselves, it’s not the way it’s

supposed to be, I don’t know why you dicks can’t see,

what you’ve become, you sit up on your throne, like a

god amongst men, worth only what you own, money

could be your only friend, cause you’re out for yourself,

and all you know is greed, but just like everyone else

when you fall you fucking bleed

 

BLIND HYPOCRISY

it's a fortunate man, who walks a straight line, while

trying, not to give in, not to live as something, not to

give up nothing, not nowhere to begin, when blank

stares are all you see, what is this thing they call,

blind hypocrisy, no fucking wonder, I'm caught up in

your blunder, a storage of failure, comes knocking

once again, and then I saw, I heard the final flaw, and

with the tires burning, we all just stopped learning,

there's just no chance, we're falling much too fast,

no cure can I see, when society has the disease, here

we go again, it's just the same old song, it's been

going on too long, but what are we gonna do, peace

through animosity, this is classified as, blind

hypocrisy, it drags us under, beneath bursting bombs’

great thunder, we pledge allegiance, to pain and

misery in the end, there is a chance, to make

solutions start to last, and the cure that I see, it

starts with them but ends with you and me.

 

JUMP ROPE OLYMPICS

 

THE NINE O’CLOCK NEWS-ENCE

people just keep pissing me off, cause everyone’s

to busy biting their fingernails, only worried bout 

what they want, this mentality’s causing society to

fail, and still i wonder, do they see the big  picture

at all, we’re going under, it should be all for one

not one gets all, or we all fucking fall,  everything i

see on the news, focuses on a bunch of assholes

and stupid shit, no information i could use pick

politicians based on their views not who looks  best,

sit back and watch it all fall down, televised straight

 to your safe town sit back and watch it all fall down..

 celebrities and t.v. shows, scare tactics sport

reports for at least an hour or so, only say what you

want to know, breaking news i’m confused i saw this

three weeks ago

 

 

TOO MANY TIMES

you set yourself up way too many times, with all the

warning signs, right in front of you, you still decline

to believe that things aren’t working out, she’s all

you care about, you’re happy now depression comes

in time, you better get your head out of your ass,

and take a look around cause something’s missing,

perhaps a happy end, she fucked you over but you

still crawl back, you try to fix the cracks, forget about

the slutty way she acts, after downing six or seven

brews, she flirts in front of you, when she cheated you

didn’t get a clue, just look where you’re beginning,

you’ll never end up winning you’ll just make the same

mistakes, how long’s it gonna take till sense starts

sticking, the clock’s still fucking ticking but it’s just

about to break, you’re out of time and locked into

your fate, when it’s all over I hope that you see, it

wasn’t meant to be, but you’ll probably think that

she’s all you need, cry for months unhappy and

depressed, strung out a fucking mess, do you still

think that you know the best?

 

CASA DEL FILTH

I’ve been at work all day, when i get home it makes me

wish I’d stayed, it smells like shit in here, from  stale

smoke and all my half filled beers, my room’s a fucking

mess, there’s bubble gum stuck underneath my desk,

the food is turning green, i  wonder will my house ever

be clean, the stench still lingers in the air, my roommate

doesn’t seem to care, the sink is overflowed with dishes

from six months ago, i feel so consumed, flies took over

my living room, don’t know if i can cope, i hold my breath

so i don’t choke, i try to take a nap, but my bed’s buried

underneath my crap, then walking down the hall, is like

avoiding ten more obstacles, each time i start to  clean,

it’s like the shit all flies back magically, i can’t take

anymore my feet are sticking to the kitchen floor, my

room’s a fucking mess, nothing to do about it, so i guess

 

GOOD TO GO

whoa, she’s going out tonight, she turns out her

light and then she’s gone, whoa, she’s going down

the block, her trigger’s locked she’s like a bomb

whoa, she’s going down the street to find some guy

she’ll meet, she’s gonna put him on his back whoa,

she’s betting on her luck, she’s ready to fuck she’s

got a condom in her panty strap SHE’S GOOD TO GO

whoa, has a shot of J.D., the next guy she sees will

have some fun, whoa, they come in two and three’s,

and then slap high fives when they’re done, whoa,

she thinks she’s really fierce, she’s got her nipples

pierced, she’s gonna show them to everyone, whoa,

when she wakes in the morn, it looks like a cheap

porn, she’s the ho all covered in cum

 

HANGING WITH CID

I hung out with cid yesterday, met at Steve’s house

what can I say, cid’s the kind of guy that always gets

out of control, insomniac talking all night, stays up

till he sees the daylight, the kind of chaos he

insights, hit’s all my friends like a ton of bricks,

cause that kids a trip, start a fire with Zak’s door,

dirt and cereal cover the kitchen floor, breaking

bottles I’m not bored every night is a riot hanging

with cid for sure, brain drain insane no control,

liquid life drinking your soul, whenever cid and I

hang out, we always take the scenic route, watched

the beaten path collapse so I’ll follow cid’s lead, he

acts like he knows where to go, but destination’s

still unknown, across the world but still at home,

everywhere nowhere where can I be, it’s mind

traveling, think I’m done but there’s still more,

go to Chicago walk down to the lake shore,

breaking bottles I’m not bored every night is a riot

hanging with cid for sure

 

THE 666 HUNDRED CLUB

 

LEECH

Close your eyes, you little scar of mine

I realize that you are not a part of my life

Used to be, cut that made my heart bleed

But now I’m moving on a brand new fucking life

Close your arms, don’t cause anymore harm

I’ve walked away now and I’m not falling back again

A disease, or leech that makes me bleed

Sucking out my life but it is really just a part of me

 

I saw this friend of mine

Stuck on this girl so blind

I saw myself in him

And I won’t give in anymore

 

Fall asleep, you little storm so weak

You’ll never rain on, me I’m inside by the fire

Rest your head, stars like our lives spoon fed

I realize once again that it is not you but just a part of me

 

KRISTEN

It’s been four months since you left me

I still pretend it’s not real

That your home in bed still sleeping

That you’ve somehow been re-healed

Sometimes I dream that you’re with me

But when I wake up you’re gone

I remember what you went through

One day you’re fine one day so long

 

I remember all the good times that we shared

And I wish that you were here

But I’ll always hold you in my heart and in my mind

 

The last time, that I ever saw your face

I held your hand and sat down by your side

And when you, got to tired to stay awake

You fell asleep and I kissed you goodbye

 

Now I close my eyes half dreaming

That you’re standing by my side

But I blink and you’re not with me

That part inside me has re-died

 

AUTOGRAPH

STILL A KID 

Well I’m getting tired of growing up

There’s nothing left to bitch about

Responsibility, keeps me on edge

My social system’s falling down

There’s no one left that hangs around

Well I’m still a kid, walking along the line

And I’m still a kid, but I’m running out of time

 

I’ve walked up to the edge of the mountain, like life, it’s all downhill from here

Don’t want to leave, I still got tricks up my sleeve, but I feel the avalanche

 

What kept us all together this long?

What keeps trying to pull us apart?

 

I’m still just a kid, you all keep growing up, and that’s something I can’t stand for

 

Now all of my friends are leaving, to let the whole world lead their lives

It’s funny how, I’m acting like a kid right now, when the whole worlds falling down on me

 

SOMETHING IN COMMON

 

THE 600 CLUB

Closed my eyes Thursday, why does it have to be this way

You made my world so hard, I wish I could just hear you say

I’m with you forever, no matter what I say or do

But you’re already gone, and I won’t get to be with you tomorrow

 

Sitting on the edge of the world, I’m walking on angels’ wings

And now my angel’s flown away, and I’ve been falling ever since

She still flies in my dreams, from up on high down by my side

A fist of wrath that holds me down, walls closing in from all around me

 

Remember the summer, playing football in your backyard

The best times of my life, spin you round to see your smile

I’ll know it forever, now that it’s gone it’s in my mind

Sitting on the steps where the 600 club wasted all my time

 

 UGH!

 

GILLIGAN SYNDROME

CHARLIE'S SONG

It doesn’t seem like, 3 fucking years went by

Of playing music, and having the best times

Rocking in basements, playing for all my friends

My way of living, I hope it never ends

 

I remember when, we called our band lost cause

Justin and Jess listened in my garage just cause

Trying to get gigs, and always getting no’s

Taking my break at work to play our very first show

 

To all our friends, and anyone who cares,

Thanks for support, and the good times we shared

And for hard times, to help to get through those

But this one goes out to Charlie, for singing every

 

Whoa oh oh oh oh, oh whoa oh oh, whoa oh oh oh oh

 

I’m seventeen now and things are still the same

Having a blast with my friends everyone else thinks I’m lame

Rocking in basements, singing all the time

Writing shitty fucking songs that barely ever rhyme

 

20 MINUTES

She came down from above, I was sitting down below

I looked into her eyes, awoke my dormant feelings

She sat down by my side, and my troubles faded away

But when she said goodbye, she only left in person

 

She snuck into my mind, I think about her all the time

 

I think that we were meant, to stand here side by side

Cause when I’m holding her, I really feel alive

Ever since I met her, everything’s looking better

Knowing she’s there for me, makes me anxious for tomorrow

 

It’s summer out and you’re so far away

On the telephone, it just ain’t the same

Three towns over, 20 minutes out of reach

And now the clouds are rolling over my, sunshine in the sky

Alone but you’re here in my mind

 

Sat home all last Saturday, watching the rain hit the ground

Knowing that things would be much better, if you were around

 

WHEN WE'RE OLDER

 

BURNED AWAY 

It’s ten o’clock on a Monday night

We’re all together and everything’s alright

Just hanging out having good times

Sitting on the back porch seeing what the night will find

 

But we all burn our lives away

Behind closed doors our minds already made

And for anything it’s worth

I realize you’re hurt

But the choice is mine and I’ll burn my mind till it’s ashes in the dirt

 

Eva, I can’t believe ya, put up with the shit you have to

And I just wanted to say, that I’m sorry, for the shit that I put you through

 

It’s three a.m. I’m in a daze

Bloodshot eyes smoke filled lungs I went up in a blaze

It’s your disposition not mine

You think that it’s fucked up I’m fucked up I think it’s fine

 

ALONE AND COLD

It’s cold out, so much colder inside me

I’m locked up, I can’t let anything free

Can’t see you, but I need you more and more

So empty, I feel like I could shatter any second

You’re all that keeps me warm

 

It’s been so long since I’ve had a friend

Someone who really understands

Not just someone who likes to pretend

It’s been so long since I’ve had a friend

I wish I wasn’t sick tonight

I really need to talk to you

You make it easier to cry

 

Locked up, you’re all the way across town

So frozen, my heart shattered on the ground

Where are you, you’re the only one I trust

I need you, I’m not afraid to cry when I’m in your presence

I’m sorry that I’m not alive

 

P.S.

 

It’s 2:25, she’s home in her bed

I saw her tonight, she’s still in my head

Alone by my light, that girl has got me

But I still don’t know if that’s what she sees

 

I remember the first time, that we kissed

Intoxicated sitting in that chair together

Longing for you, for quit awhile

I wish that our moment could last, for the rest of our lives

 

It’s 2:49, I can’t fall asleep

I wish she was here, laying next to me

She’s so far away, but she stole my night

But if she was here, everything would be alright